documenting my weight loss after having a baby.
and I'm scared to death
Published on December 17, 2003 By hollyfig In Blogging
This would be about the time that I would quit due to hunger, being discouraged, boredom, feeling helpless, etc. Tomorrow is the day that I weigh myself, and I have to say, it frightens me. I have done remarkably well, considering my history of...not. I'm a stress eater, and I've been under some pretty heavy stress and haven't overeaten or binged in a week. I'm considering keeping track of my food here online, so I have some way of looking back and finding out what worked and what did not. I think I'll start doing that tomorrow. I'm also going to the pool for the first time since my son was born tomorrow morning. My daughter and I are going to swim laps...she's 8, and just made the swim team, so she'll be lapping me, literally, in the morning. She pretty proud of herself, since 2 years ago she didn't know how to swim, and was afraid of the water. It took a lot of time and a lot of hard work for her to get where she is. Swimming did not come naturally or easily to her, but it is something she really wanted. I think I could take a lesson from her.

I'll check in with my weight tomorrow. Last Wednesday I weighed 248. Hopefully I'm at at least 247.
Comments
on Dec 17, 2003
When I stress, I write codes. I feel comfortable when a piece of code just do what it suppose to do. Unlike real life dealing with people, you dont have the ability to control people's behaviour. Anyway.. good luck tommorow... I am also having a lot of stress lately.. it seems i will write more codes today
on Dec 17, 2003
I used to do html without an editor, and you are so right, (while its pretty basic code) it is controllable. I'd just like to say that I have control over myself. Thanks for the good wishes.